so this is what life has become
i have recently realized that i had been miserable, just plain ol' miserable.
It was the psyche that was clearly appropriate for an eighty year old, but i recently realized that my next daunting day of birth was merely my 22nd, hence i decided to do something about it.
i cannot change the world, alas i will change myself.
however in the process i have realized that i do not know what parts of myself to keep and what parts of my life not to keep. Hence i decided that instead of writing to myself little witty posts that i can smirk at, i would utilize this medium and figure out what parts of myself to keep.
My name is Justin.
let's just start from there shall we?
