Justin (noun): \ˈjəs-tən\

so this is what life has become

i have recently realized that i had been miserable, just plain ol' miserable.
It was the psyche that was clearly appropriate for an eighty year old, but i recently realized that my next daunting day of birth was merely my 22nd, hence i decided to do something about it.

i cannot change the world, alas i will change myself.

however in the process i have realized that i do not know what parts of myself to keep and what parts of my life not to keep. Hence i decided that instead of writing to myself little witty posts that i can smirk at, i would utilize this medium and figure out what parts of myself to keep.

My name is Justin.

let's just start from there shall we?

things that i desire...

1. a shoulder to lean on
2. cold tea
3. balancing of checkbook
4. a day a away
5. a holiday
6. the room to get clean
7. ice cream
8. post its

rediscovery

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Originally uploaded by justinthegiraffe

just figured out how to:

use twitter
d-list
blog my flickr pics

i lied once again

ive decided against new years resolutions....

and im considering writing more than concise sentences

perhaps im ready to make myself available, quote unquote

we'll see

i lied

i think i need to get back to my apartment
clean up whatever is left over unorganized in 2008

take a breather

buy a bottle of wine

organize finances

and then make new years resolution
before January is over

a post-birthday post is afoot as well

cabin fever

i am slowly going insane

3rd day/night that i have been inside this house
due to an unfortunate car crash

..........


annual new years review shall wait, but will be done before birthday


(as charlie brown)
AUGH!

dear all

annual inventory/resolution/overview

of justin's life will be organized, edited and posted tomorrow


truly yours,