dear justin

i am more than glad to hear
that you snapped out of it and realized how stupid in fact your ex is indeed
how wildly imaginative your mind has been for the past few weeks as to why
that boy would instant message you out of all the people in the world

and as you answered him befuddled, and ignored him after typing the words, "hello" "fine"
you were left a bit unsettled and unsure of what exactly happened
ah! but yes you did the correct thing indeed
you ignored his plea to continue the conversation

and now you have finally realized ! yes at this very moment you realized!
that he has imed you, because he was showing off the fact that he had re-established communication post-adulterous relationship with your ex!

ah! how foolish you feel now, for not realizing something so simple
but it is fine now, it will be much better for you now
for you see, now you have finally realized that your ex
isn't the most clever nor the most smartest of people when it comes to the people he lets enter

so now run and be free
for you have finally let go of every single regret, and every single strain of emotion

ecstatic
i am

dear reader and you, justin

do not be upset, do not be heartbroken

one cannot be jealous of the actions of others
when you clearly discarded that opportunity to perform that action a year ago
because, it just doesn't make sense

im not so much jealous
as i am disappointed (in myself)

note to self****
take lots of pictures,
but burn all after acquaintance has been ended

hey manhattan

i miss manhattan (and a bit of brooklyn) and all of its little and large quirks

chinese new year is coming up
what will you be doing?
new years resolution post-chinese-new-year to be up

p.s. manhattan, do you miss me?